The week I joined Weight Watchers, I was feeling pretty low. Despite getting engaged less than a month earlier and still feeling the jolt of excitement about that, I was overwhelmed — emotionally, physically, financially. Combined with getting in a minor car accident the night before, signing up for a weight loss program just felt like another source of guilt and frustration. Especially since I wasn’t sure I could succeed.
It was mid-January: gray and listless, cold and drab. I was out of sorts and anxious. After talking about wanting to lose weight for more than a year (and dealing with a health scare in December), my fiance suggested we join Weight Watchers together. Feeling as bad as I did, I agreed. Spencer met me at our local spot on a Wednesday night, arranging for us to sign up and do this together, and his presence calmed me . . . but I wasn’t convinced.
Because food is awesome.
Snacks and meals are more than sustenance: for so long, they were also comfort. Nothing makes me crankier than walking around feeling hungry, and nothing sets me up for a meltdown like being denied a good meal. “Good meals” for me were filled with my favorites: pastas and breads; cakes and candies; vegetables simmered in balsamic vinegar. Spencer loves to cook, and I love to chow down. A match made in heaven!
Here’s the thing: my story isn’t unique. Like many of us, I was physically active in college out of sheer necessity; going to school on a huge campus, I could easily walk five miles a day just getting from classes back to my car. Despite never being “skinny,” I could eat what I wanted because I was out and about so much. My weight wasn’t a huge issue.
Then came graduation. Leaving College Park for a desk job meant I was now sitting eight hours a day, and exercise and I have never been buddies. The constant advice to “find an activity you love!” has just never worked for me . . . because seriously? Don’t like running, don’t like dancing, don’t like the elliptical. My stint at the gym was a failure — and the fees piling on my credit card for unused passes another source of guilt. Though I initially liked Zumba and attended regularly for months, making the meetings became a strain on my schedule. But honestly, I just didn’t want it enough. Because I didn’t change my thinking or my eating, I saw no results.
As they always say: If you want it, you’ll find a way. If you don’t, you’ll find an excuse.
Well, I ran out of excuses. Less than a year from my wedding day, I was by far the heaviest I’d ever been. Despite being overjoyed at the idea of our marriage, I had triggers igniting stress in so many facets of my life . . . and I still do, of course. I just feel better equipped to handle them.
Because I took control.
I’m far from a health guru, and I can only speak to my own experience. I don’t work for Weight Watchers and am not an expert on the program, either, but here’s the thing: in less than two months, I’ve already lost 10 pounds. I’m back in pants I haven’t been able to wear in years. I no longer dread clothes shopping, and I loved seeing myself in my future wedding dress (that’s another post!). In celebration of meeting the first of my goals, losing 5 percent of my weight, I bought my first pair of “skinny jeans” — and am actually okay with wearing them in public. To work, even. And it isn’t the scariest thing I’ve ever done.
The path still stretches out before me. At 5’2″, I’m still 25 pounds from the “high” end of my suggested weight — and am still considered obese. But 10 pounds? That would have been crazy to pre-January me. But seeing myself in photos from Christmas and getting a glimpse of myself now, I can already see a tremendous change . . . and I just feel better.
More in control.
Does Weight Watchers mean giving up your favorite foods? Well, yes and no. Not giving them up, but changing your portion sizes. And the frequency with which you eat them. I won’t go into the ins and outs of the program, but the jist of it? Keep track of everything you consume and keep it under a certain limit each day. Do this — really, honestly do it — and you will lose weight.
I’m not forgoing cupcakes forever and ever. I am definitely still eating out. Heck, I’m not even exercising . . . at all. (Though I do plan on changing that soon, and I know it’s nothing to brag about!) What I’ve done? Realigned my thinking and kept serious track of everything I eat.
For an OCD list-maker like me, tracking my food and drink has been much simpler than expected. I actually love the science of adding points and tracking, and religiously update my personal tracker after each and every meal or snack. And here’s what else I’ve learned:
• You can’t eat what you don’t have. This works both ways, y’all: I can’t eat the bad stuff if I don’t have the bad stuff, and I can’t eat the good stuff if I haven’t stocked up on it. I need healthy snacks on hand 24/7, and my favorites include the 100-calorie packs of almonds as well as fresh fruit and vegetables. And in that vein . . .
• Keep it accessible. Look, I’m kind of lazy (see: hates to exercise). If a snack requires me to cut, peel or dice at work, where I spend most of my time, I won’t bother. Sitting at my desk means I have limited resources as far as cutlery is concerned, so I make sure to prepare my fruit in individual portions before I leave for the day. I wash and rinse grapes, for example, putting them in cute little bags, and then I grab them from our mini-fridge at work and get to snacking. Much better than rooting around in my coworkers’ candy bowl when the 3 p.m. munchies hit.
• Watch your portions. Pre-Weight Watchers me didn’t necessarily eat terribly, but she ate too much of everything. Honestly track your portions and remember that eating several small meals rather than two or three giant ones can do wonders for boosting your metabolism — and keep you from crashing. I’ve shifted from eating a big lunch and bigger dinner to a small lunch (low-calorie soup and a low-fat cheese stick) with several healthy snacks before dinner. I rarely go more than an hour or two without eating something, and I make sure to eat a small snack after dinner, too.
• Don’t walk around hungry. As soon as a twinge of hunger hits, I reach for an apple or the like. Allowing myself to get too hungry means I’m in danger of crash-eating later in the evening, overindulging in dinner or snacking like a maniac. This ties in with my first point, too: you can’t eat it if you don’t have it. So keep it around.
• Breakfast really does matter. Old me would either skip breakfast completely or eat a measly granola bar, then walk around hungry for hours before going for a huge lunch (which would just sit in my stomach until dinner). New me doesn’t let herself get to the point of “starving,” and makes sure to eat something healthy and protein-rich — like low-fat Greek yogurt and bananas — each morning. Though I’m far from a breakfast person and don’t like to eat big meals in the morning, this has made a huge difference. It really does matter.
• The buddy system works. Let others know about your journey. Starting on this get-healthy journey with my fiance has made a huge difference — and just having the support of another person is so crucial. I’m also very lucky that my friend and officemate is also on Weight Watchers, so we swap tips all week long! Another friend has just joined the program, too, and we met for a “Weight Watchers-friendly” lunch earlier this week. Letting others know about your goals really will make a difference.
• Have a plan. When I know I’m going out for a meal, I pull up their menu ahead of time to figure out the best options for me. This eliminates awkwardness when out with others (I hate having to be on my phone at the table, perusing the Weight Watchers app), and keeps me from making impulsive decisions. When I know I’m cooking, I calculate various ingredients and actively work on “lightening” the recipe.
• It’s okay to be tempted. Before embarking on this change, I would still eat dessert — but feel terribly guilty about it. Here’s where I go all Weight Watchers very-unofficial spokeswoman on y’all, but that’s the great thing about this particular program: it doesn’t require you to follow a diet. No food is “banned.” I simply keep track of what I’ve eaten that day, budget in the cupcake or candy, and go about my business. Guilt: eliminated. As long as I’ve stayed within my daily points allowance (or even if I haven’t), it ain’t a big deal.
And that’s the biggest thing I’ve learned so far . . . I can do it. I am strong enough. Just because I can’t have a cupcake today doesn’t mean I can’t — or won’t — tomorrow. I’m not eating weird things; I’m not unfulfilled and chowing down on diet food. I’m still sharing meals with my loved ones, still enjoying cool meals out with friends, still doing all the normal things I’ve always done . . . I’m just making smarter choices while doing it.
And physical success aside, it feels good to have found an aspect of my life where I can make positive changes and see real results. Not having “need to start losing weight!” in my headspace has opened me up to new opportunities, and I haven’t dreaded seeing doctors for routine appointments. I’ve proven to myself that I can lose weight, and that feels amazing. Regardless of whether I drop another 2 lbs. or 20, I’m just seriously proud of myself for altering something I once considered set in stone.
And that’s what I’ve been up to.
24 thoughts on “Ten pounds — meeting my first weight loss goal”
So proud of you! I think you will find that with maybe a few bumps now and again, that you have the momentum now and you kind of get into a groove. I think this is the most important thing of all…momentum. All I have to say is be prepared to do some serious alterations to that dress before it is all said and done.
Oh my….everything you just said I feel/ or have felt before! Thanks for the reminder that 1)I’m only human and I will be tempted by food and 2)to be proud of all of my life changing accomplishments!
“Happier. More confident. More in control. And proud” – and THAT is what it is all about … in addition to being healthier, mentally and physically! I give my patients a list of things to focus on when they want to lose weight. Mine is more about strategy. I like yours! Would you be okay if I shared it? Giving you credit of course?
Absolutely feel free to share it — no problem at all. Thank you, LB!
Yes! What Sandy said! (and you should see the change in Sandy!) Congrats, and keep up the good work! (personally, I love WW because they allow you to have peanut butter!)
Way to go!! WW is really an excellent program. (I need to get back to it) Congrats Meg, keep it up 🙂
My BFF has lost 70 lbs on WW. She made a commitment to go to meetings no matter what and has never missed one in more than a year. I am less diligent, but moving in a similar direction. Congrats Meg, keep it up!
Congratulations! I LOVE that Spencer is joining you on this journey and you’ve found something that works for you!
I love this. And you. Keep rockin’ it, girly. This is awesome.
Go, Meg! You said it perfectly. Congratulations!
Congratulations and good luck! I started WW last month and it has been a good experience thus far.
I was so excited to read that you’re trying Weight Watchers!
I have a friend I go to school with who fully committed herself to the program last summer and she came back looking like a completely new person. It really does work when you stick to it, and I’m glad to hear you found something you enjoy and that inspires you!
My boyfriend has inspired me to start using our campus gym and the what you said is definitely true: it’s better when you have a buddy. I was scared out of my mind to go but having him around really helped. 🙂
Congratulations again and thanks for sharing!
PS- If you’re still looking for other snack options, etc. When I’m feeling weak, as far as something sweet and filling goes, I always make myself a fruity smoothie! There’s so many recipes on Pinterest and they really hit the spot! 🙂 Best of luck!
I was pretty excited to see you writing about this. I have no experience with Weight Watchers, but thanks to portion control and medication (blasted, ovaries!), I’ve dropped quite a bit of weight.
It makes me feel good seeing other people do it too. It is SUCH an accomplishment! And don’t you dare quit! 😉
Congratulations! 10 pounds is a big deal. I love your first tip: you can’t eat what you don’t have. So true. Thank you for sharing!
Congratulations Meg =) That is a huge milestone!!! And how fantastic is it that Spenser wants to do this with you?!!! You are always such an inspiration for setting goals and going after them whole-heartily =) Thanks for sharing this!
Congrats — that’s huge!! It’s a good feeling to feel healthy and to feel like your decision is manageable, achievable, doable — congrats!
So proud of you! Making big life changes as far as eating habits is so hard. I’m in a similar boat, active in college, desk job now, hate the gym, love to eat = weight gain. I’ve been cooking a lot and trying to watch portions and that helps.
Congrats Meg! That is such a huge accomplishment, I know; I feel like I could have written your post almost word for word. I have been focusing on losing weight since January and joined WW last week too! And it is so great that you have Spencer doing this with you. Good luck to you both for the next steps, I know you guys can dot it! ^_^
Congrats! That is a huge accomplishment and I am so happy to hear you are feeling good!
congratulations! Starting is always the hardest part! the most important part is keeping yourself occupied with the activities and people you love and support you! I still find it difficult to balance the work/school life with being healthy – but the challenges make life so much more interesting :] super happy to hear that you’ve met your goal! keep on fighting!
Woo hoo! Congratulations!
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