Since discovering Megan McCafferty’s Jessica Darling series in the spring, I’ve made absolutely no secret of my complete obsession with the novels. There’s something so serious, tender, and honest about them — I connected with Jessica and Marcus’s love story so much more than any other I’ve ever read! And since it was carried out over the course of five (big) books, it’s a good thing I was totally digging it. (Oh, I so was.)
Of all the wonderful passages and quotable quotes in the books, one really stood out to me above all others: “My thoughts create my world.” The saying first appears — and becomes important — in Charmed Thirds, the third book in the series, when Marcus Flutie gives Jessica her Christmas present.
We made gifts for each other. … Marcus is friends with a silversmith — yes, a silversmith — who taught him how to make a ring out of a quarter. He somehow soldered a message for me in teeny script: ‘My thoughts create my world.’
Jess takes the message to be some sort of commentary on Marcus’s burgeoning Buddhist ideals and lifestyle, and she can’t help but toss the phrase back at him when, shortly thereafter, they get into a huge argument about Marcus leaving town (again) and embarking on a journey of “silent meditation” — meaning no talking to Jess, or anyone. Bewildered and crushed that she’s going to lose him all over again, Jessica says:
I am so sick of your Buddhist wisdom! It’s bumper-sticker wisdom! T-shirt wisdom! My thoughts create my world. I’m so tired of being scrutinized through your goddamn third eye!
The ring is unceremoniously flung back at him, where Marcus safely tucks it away in a pocket. Time passes with Jessica still thinking about that tiny silver ring . . . and Marcus’s message (and desire to be devoted) to her. Memories flood back as she speaks with a mentor several years later.
“You have the eye of a reporter and the heart of a novelist,” he [Mac] said. “But you have much to learn, Ms. Darling. I’ll make sure you don’t throw away your gifts.”
For someone like Mac to believe so deeply in my potential, well, it nearly made me weep with gratitude. Even now, I don’t think he has a clue just how much his words have done for me. …
“What are your thoughts?”
“My thoughts?” I replied, before I even realized what I was saying. “My thoughts create my world.”
Mac sat up in his seat. He scrunched his curls with his hands, perplexed. “Who said that?”
I told him the truth.
“Oh, just someone I used to know,” I said, stroking the naked skin on my middle finger.
And even more time goes by before our heroine and hero are reunited — and the ring is returned to her, kept safely by Marcus the entire time they were apart. When he returns it to Jessica in Fourth Comings, it accompanies something enormous: a proposal.
You chewed on the leather to undo the knot that usually rested on the nape of your neck. You removed the ring from the necklace, took my hand, and put it on the fourth finger of my left hand.
“This always belonged to you.”
. . . All that time, you wore the ring, my ring, around your neck. You wore it in my absence, and then after our reunion. You wore it knowing that it would one day return to its intended, when the moment was just right.
Lately, I’ve been looking for my own “right moment” — a sign that great things are just around the corner and, as John Mayer croons, that “good love is on the way.” A friend recently showed me a gorgeous ring she bought for herself after parting ways with her longtime boyfriend, and I was touched at what it obviously meant to her. It was a sign of strength, a sign that she’s holding her heart close in preparation for giving it to the right person . . . at the right moment.
And I knew I needed my own reminder that I’m doing the same — and that I’m the one controlling my happiness, and the one responsible for my joy.
So I knew just what I needed.
My ring is silver, like Jessica’s, and also bears Marcus Flutie’s immortal words: “My thoughts create my world.” It arrived this morning, custom made by Samantha Bird of Nest In Bloom Design, and I couldn’t possibly love it more! I’ve slipped it onto my own ring finger, where I imagine it will stay for quite some time.
After all, it’s just the sort of mantra I’ve been looking for! Because I’m writing a powerful, moving, life-altering and emotional “coming of age” story, too — my own.
15 thoughts on “‘My thoughts create my world’”
That ring is beautiful.
And I love your closing paragraph.
That ring is awesome! I really enjoyed this series too…it was very real and the ending was perfect.
I love this post and your new ring. The setiment is wonderful and I recognized the truth of your closing words. I keep saying I’m going to start this series and that is true. Where might I find the time to make a dent in her reading list?!
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What a great idea, Megan. I love the ring. I think giving yourself a special piece of jewelry is a wonderful way to claim your heart back. After all, why should we wait for some guy to buy it for us?
And I love, love, love that you took your inspiration for the ring from a novel you loved. How many layers of significance this one ring will have for you. I hope it lightens your heart to feel it around your finger.
Love love LOVE the post. It’s amazing all the places we find inspiration, hope for the future, positivity and a renewed faith in ourselves. 😉
Love this post because I too fell in love with the Jessica Darling series and especially that quote. At the time I was reading the series the first time through, I couldn’t help but feel like my life was unbearably similar to Jessica’s I could relate to her frustrations with Marcus leaving her alone with mysterious words – my own boyfriend can be elusive like that. But there is something about the simplicity of their love that I never got over. Something that I can’t help but appreciate because I see it in my own relationship. And I think Jessica helped me see how important it was to nurture that in the end.
The ring is gorgeous and I hope that it brings you inspiration and leads you to happiness (I doubt a ring can do that, but I think that the quot and remembering Jessica and Marcus might).
Ah! I had to skip over most of this post since I haven’t started the series yet! My library sent me the second book, but I just found out that the first one is in, so hopefully I’ll be picking that up tomorrow. Can’t wait to start reading!
you’ve upped the ante here, meg! i can’t compete with this one. i love the ring and its symbolism for you.
I just read her new book The Bride’s Farewell, but to me, it was just okay. I have not read any others by her.
Megan Rosoff wrote the novel you mentioned…Megan McCafferty wrote the Jessica Darling series Meg is talking about. 🙂
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I just added new fonts to choose from for this ring. You can purchase it any time! At the web site she listed above 🙂
I loved your post and I, too, have been an avid follower of Jessica Darling in her coming of age. I’ve recently decided to get “My thoughts create my world” as a tattoo. I find it to be one of the most inspirational quotes I’ve ever read.
Your ring is beautiful! Thanks for sharing your story.
I can’t get over my love for this series. I want every shirt that is ever mentioned (i collect shirts, it’s a little out of hand)–from the BSB shirt to the days of the week to “Me, Yes, Me”… And of course i’ve lusted after the thoughts ring since the moment i read about it. I love yours! Looks wonderful. Thanks for the link. I’ll have to look into getting my own.
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